My result released today. As expected, i failed 2. Although it was as expected, still, i am kinda sad.Keep thinking and asking myself, wats going wrong with me? how could my result getting worst like this. Is it because i am more keen on reptiles now, put more my effort and time on them?well sometimes i will think,is it a big big mistake for doing what i am doing right now?i am learning, reading, try to educate people more about reptiles. The misunderstood of them to reptiles, the basic first aid if were bitten and even researching, improving a better husbandry for our local reptiles. A lot of company is keeping catching wild animals and exporting them without control nowadays. try to imagine wat can we expect to see in future when the trees were all chopped down and all animals species is getting lesser and lesser. A lot of people,when they saw snake,wats the first thing they will do on them? i am freaking sure that a lot of them will be hit to death.if more of us can differentiate wat kind of snake is venomous wat is not,aint it will reduce the snake killing?The worst thing is when the effort u put, ur passion or doing whatever things which u think is meaningful and it is not getting support by ur own family and friends. Well, family does play a vital role in this. A lot of ppl thinking that this is just wasting of time, useless hobby or wat ever shit.But wats the really the meaning of doing so,wats the point of going herping??anyone knows???i am thinking of reducing my collection, my time for this,herping and everything. but wat can i do when i am free? playing stupid games and watching TV all the time? well, to be honest, i am not the type that will study all the time.I don hope my parents disappoint with me even sad always of my results or maybe thinking wats others think-useless.To the left, the right,either way i'm out of breath!
Frankly,i don knw wat should i do after i graduate. i am thinking of concentrate in this field, at least contributing something and doing smthing meaningful and hopefully let my parents feel proud of. But can this work? i got pressure from both my parents and my gf parents. They wanted me to be a rich business man and can always provide the best for thier daughter. well, i don blame them as thats thier concern.But wat can i do?doing something which u really keen on and yet can earn a lot of money?To be honest,i don realy like to sell live animal escpecially the wild caught specimen for the sake of earning. The reason of why i am sellin now is just for maintaining my animals.i am spending a lot for treating the animals, purchasing/providing the best/better husbandry method and enclosure for them. furthermore, those medicine is not cheap!who is going to support me on this without sellin some??
yet, now i'm facing financial problems and keep meeting few nonsence or nut customers i may say.u guys are driving me crazy...! dear god,please show me some guidance,i'm seriously out of way!i am in dilemma.my day never gets better now..
till den,i'm out.
peace
Frankly,i don knw wat should i do after i graduate. i am thinking of concentrate in this field, at least contributing something and doing smthing meaningful and hopefully let my parents feel proud of. But can this work? i got pressure from both my parents and my gf parents. They wanted me to be a rich business man and can always provide the best for thier daughter. well, i don blame them as thats thier concern.But wat can i do?doing something which u really keen on and yet can earn a lot of money?To be honest,i don realy like to sell live animal escpecially the wild caught specimen for the sake of earning. The reason of why i am sellin now is just for maintaining my animals.i am spending a lot for treating the animals, purchasing/providing the best/better husbandry method and enclosure for them. furthermore, those medicine is not cheap!who is going to support me on this without sellin some??
yet, now i'm facing financial problems and keep meeting few nonsence or nut customers i may say.u guys are driving me crazy...! dear god,please show me some guidance,i'm seriously out of way!i am in dilemma.my day never gets better now..
till den,i'm out.
peace
2 comments:
looks like you are having a dilemma on 'what you WANT to do' and 'what you SHOULD do'.
You are having a bad time like I am, but that is just life isn't it? these painful moments will be over after sometime.
As for your love for animals,you can always keep it as a hobby. but are they taking too much of your time? or is it just the lack of time management?
I don't know exactly what is your situation there. But I would suggest you to get back to basics. Like do what you should 1st and then what you want to. And with a proper time management, I'm sure you can do more in less time.
keep in touch ya.
take care
thanks for ur kind words bro..if u were in my shoes,i am pretty sure that u can understand the feeling.i am not keeping few snakes/pets like wat i did in diploma bro.i am handling 16 snakes,few chelonian sp and some other reptiles bro..in fact,i might have a bad time management.but anyways, good luck ur coming paper.hope to see u here.
peace
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