Dilemma :(

My result released today. As expected, i failed 2. Although it was as expected, still, i am kinda sad.Keep thinking and asking myself, wats going wrong with me? how could my result getting worst like this. Is it because i am more keen on reptiles now, put more my effort and time on them?well sometimes i will think,is it a big big mistake for doing what i am doing right now?i am learning, reading, try to educate people more about reptiles. The misunderstood of them to reptiles, the basic first aid if were bitten and even researching, improving a better husbandry for our local reptiles. A lot of company is keeping catching wild animals and exporting them without control nowadays. try to imagine wat can we expect to see in future when the trees were all chopped down and all animals species is getting lesser and lesser. A lot of people,when they saw snake,wats the first thing they will do on them? i am freaking sure that a lot of them will be hit to death.if more of us can differentiate wat kind of snake is venomous wat is not,aint it will reduce the snake killing?The worst thing is when the effort u put, ur passion or doing whatever things which u think is meaningful and it is not getting support by ur own family and friends. Well, family does play a vital role in this. A lot of ppl thinking that this is just wasting of time, useless hobby or wat ever shit.But wats the really the meaning of doing so,wats the point of going herping??anyone knows???i am thinking of reducing my collection, my time for this,herping and everything. but wat can i do when i am free? playing stupid games and watching TV all the time? well, to be honest, i am not the type that will study all the time.I don hope my parents disappoint with me even sad always of my results or maybe thinking wats others think-useless.To the left, the right,either way i'm out of breath!

Frankly,i don knw wat should i do after i graduate. i am thinking of concentrate in this field, at least contributing something and doing smthing meaningful and hopefully let my parents feel proud of. But can this work? i got pressure from both my parents and my gf parents. They wanted me to be a rich business man and can always provide the best for thier daughter. well, i don blame them as thats thier concern.But wat can i do?doing something which u really keen on and yet can earn a lot of money?To be honest,i don realy like to sell live animal escpecially the wild caught specimen for the sake of earning. The reason of why i am sellin now is just for maintaining my animals.i am spending a lot for treating the animals, purchasing/providing the best/better husbandry method and enclosure for them. furthermore, those medicine is not cheap!who is going to support me on this without sellin some??

yet, now i'm facing financial problems and keep meeting few nonsence or nut customers i may say.u guys are driving me crazy...! dear god,please show me some guidance,i'm seriously out of way!i am in dilemma.my day never gets better now..

till den,i'm out.
peace

See hows viperkeeper pronounced my name

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZS_Az04N0L0
This is viperkeeper aka Al weekly "ask viperkeeper" segment and when my question was read i was freaking excited and it reminds me when i was young, i won the voucher for KFC when my drawings was announced in the show on TV3.LOLz!

Reptiles and education

Few days ago, i adopted one bearded dragon who is suffering from MBD (Metabolic Bone Disease) and broken tail. when i get the lizard,he is freaking weak and a lot of abscess grownat all around the body.The broken tail is superb smelly.i soaked him with Potasium Permagnaat to kill any potential fungus etc and Dextrose to increase the energy for the lizard.At first,the lizard took 4 crickets duested with calcium carbonate and the following day is not taking anymore.Not even any vege.I placed him under sunlight for the UVB(sheltered, not the hot sun) for the whole day, liquid form of multivitamin is given everyday as well.At the same time, internal parasite- Eimeria Oocysts was found on the lizard.Sample pic of Eimeria taken from yahoo.

Abcess and the wound have been cleaned but still my effort was invane.Btw,here's some pics of the post mortem on the lizard which was carried out yesterday.The organ was badly damage under bad husbandry.My guess on the husbandry-no UVB input(no vitD3),darn dirty enclosure(cause abscess and liver damage) and full with a lot of crickets for the whole time(non dusted with any supplement and cricket put there for a long time will stressed the animal).

The gut is full of air cause by no food intake for several days.

Another view of the gut. As the bearded is suffering MBD, the leg got no muscle anymore but only bone!

THe lung,the liver a lot more organ is bleeding.Liver will be the one always damage if the animal is kept in dirty place.So guys, be a responsible keeper,keep ur reptiles clean!

Better view of the organ.

R.I.P

p/s: Special thanks to Dr. S Vellayan who carried out the post mortem and guidance.

Who The F*ck Is That - R.i.p Remix Dolla Feat T Pain

Video Provided by DatPiff.com

Came across with the news lately about Dolla. i feel sorry to him and his family.RIP and may god be with u. Anyways, it is a nice song!

peace

Help Terri Irwin save Steve's place

As usual,every Wednesday and friday night,i wil check out viperkeeper's video.and today i found this.

Support/ help Terri Irwin save Steve's place. Pls log in to http://www.savestevesplace.com/. Please key in the real email,coz after u key in they will ask u to verify ur email adress. I am sure there's a lot steve's fans here. Well,i hv did my part,so wat about u?

Previous herping trip at Penang

Some update pic on my last herping trip at Penang.

!st animal we found when we are having break

Is a Flying Lemur Cynocephalus variegatus

http://ecologyasia.com/verts/mammals/colugo.htm

can u see her offspring??

Our 1st catch ,a wagler's pit viper.

Entaoba with his snake on the hook ;P

Setting up

Last but not least,the next day morning we chao d.

A nice trip anyway.Cameroon highland herping trip coming soon. Check out soon for more pic.

peace

My 21 years birthday.

my 21 years birthday on 29 april.thanks a lot for my housemate,my homeboys for earlier celebration and thanks u guys for the wish.

peace

Project E.A.R - Marabahaya E.A.R Remix

Project E.A.R (East Asian Revolution): Pop Shuvit, Thaitanium, Dandee Silksounds, St. Loco, Daly Ahli Fiqir and Slapshock. Shot in Kuala Lumpur, Manila, Bangkok, and Jakarta. Directed by Nam II Cho

sort of hybrid?lolz.support local music industry.

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That's How You Let the Beat Build

Nyle "Let The Beat Build" from Nyle on Vimeo.